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Habits are what a person gets used to. But to get used to something you need to start doing it. So the question arises: why does a person begin to do what is harmful? And he begins to do harmful acts for himself, because he wants to do them. Again the question arises: why does he want to do them? Because the system around implements information in different ways about what needs to be done.
What are bad habits?

1. Alcoholism.
   
2. Addiction.
   
3. Gambling.
   
4. Smoking.
   

These are bad habits that are classic. But there are a number of not classical habits, but more rare ones. I already talked about alcoholism in the article.
We will talk about addiction, gambling, smoking.
Bad habits kill, it is known to all. And, surprisingly, people are afraid of death, but harmful habits are not frightening, although the consequences are known. Such a strong zombification.
Overcoming bad habits is a manifestation of the will, your will, and not everyone has it. Do you know what will is or is it necessary to tell you? But first, write in the comments the answer to a simple question: how do you understand the will?

I've read stories before here of people that have gotten fucked over by their partners or others, and I never thought the same thing could happen to me. I couldn't understand how their partners could turn out so bad and crazy after so many years of faithfulness etc. Let me tell you something, it does happen though, and you won't comprehend the speed it goes from perfectly fine to what in the fucking hell just happened.
My girlfriend of 2½ years, tells me she just had an STD check and it was positive. I get worried but she keeps on telling me that it's curable and it will go away really soon, (this happened via phone). I meet her the next day at her place and notice she had been crying before I got there. I am confused at this point, she told me the day before that it wasn't such a big deal and she sounded pretty relaxed. I even told her that she might have gotten it from sitting in a public toilet since I hear people can get std's from that. Anyway, I ask her why she has been crying, and the words that come out are still stuch in my head, (this happened 2 weeks ago).
Now you should know we are both studying at the moment, I am 23 while she is 21, everything has been great, I met her at my summerjob and we fell in love 2 and a half years ago and I've trusted her with pretty much everything. A little info about me is that I'm a foreigner, we live in northern europe and times are tough when your parents can't speak the language properly and can't get the jobs they used to have back home because of the language problems. We didn't choose to move here, we were forced to flee over a decade ago because of war. Not going to go into much detail about it. My parents haven't been doing too well lately, they feel lonely, people here are cold, colder than back home. They miss that, but can't move back yet and have lost their passports on the way out of the country. They have been saving up money as much as they could over the years, while buying us kids everything we have ever needed. I have a little brother who is 6 years younger than me, he is in school aswell. Anyway, this money they have saved over the last 13 years, my dad doesn't even have a car because he wants to save up money to finally be able to build a house back home where he can grow old with my mom. They have been very accepting of my girlfriend even though she isn't from my home country, they like her a lot. Before her it was really hard to bring girls home since they have this image of women in Europe being very cruel and selfish, (if you marry them and have kids, a little misstake will lead to them leaving you and taking the kids with her, you can't trust these women) that's basically what they have been telling me all this time.
So now here I am, I don't want my parents to know what my girlfriend, or should I say, ex, has done. Since that will lead to them never accepting me to date any women that are foreign, or even start a future with them. Going back to the actual problem, my girlfriend told me that she has been, for the last 3 months, seeing other people. All the times she told me she was visiting her parents? Nightclubs. All the time she was studying late at school? Getting fucked by some random guys. Turns out she had gotten addicted to sex but didn't want to tell me, or maybe that was just an excuse, I don't know. This isn't even the worst part. She doesn't know who gave her the std, plus she says that I probably may have gotten it myself now, since she doesn't know how long she has had it. I end up taking a test (let me tell you they are expensive as fuck), the results are clean, and I'm glad. Disgusted with her behaviour, that she has been cheating on me, having sex with what she said were only 3-4 others, which I still don't know if it's true or not, and then almost giving me the std she got from someone she cheated with. So many thoughts were going through my head, disgusting ones.. Have I ever come home to her just after she was done fucking someone? Fuck man.. I really felt like someone had thrown a punch to my stomach and I had the feeling of not being able to breathe properly plus wanting to puke at the same time. Now here comes the kicker, after everything she had told me in 2-3 sentences, this last one pretty much topped it all. She tells me that she is pregnant, and she has NO FUCKING IDEA who the father might be. I don't even remember my own reaction when she told me all that, all I did was walk out of there and run home, I ran as fast as I could while it hurt everywhere. After a day of depression and acceptance, I pick up the phone and asnwer her calls. She wants to do a DNA test, wants me to give some blood to see if the child is mine. A week later tests come back and the child is indeed mine. Me not being ready to be a father, with school and everything, and she SURE AS FUCKING HELL not being ready either, I ask her if she is going to abort it. She tells me that she won't. Why? Because she doesn't have any money to pay for it, insurance and all that shit that come with it. This is where I lose my cool for the first time in a long time. I start punching a wall as hard as I can, 8-9 times maybe, I can't feel my right hand anymore. It's alright now, nothing broken just needs some rest, not the real issue here. Now I need to get a hold of 6275,50 euroes to pay for the dna tests, her abortion and hospital fees, a lot of shit that comes with that, and I sure don't have the money for it and neither does she. She isn't planning on telling her parents what a whore she is, and I don't want either. What do I do? I steal the fucking money my parents have saved up, 6300 euroes, it was almost half of it. I felt so shit that day, and I can't look my parents in the eyes ever since, their hopes and dreams of building a house back home where they can stay with family and enjoy themselves a bit again. I took it. It's a matter of time til they will notice it's gone, or notice that something clearly is wrong with me lately. I don't know what to do. The bills are paid, she is up and gone. Left me. Told me she has to get over this situation and that's the reason she doesn't want to see me cause I remind her of it, and that it was my fault she got pregnant...
What can I do? Seriously, is there anything? I need to put that money back, before they realize it's gone. I took another 200 to try and win it back by gambling, but never having done that shit before I lost everything in one night. I've gone over a lot of stuff, asked friends if they want to borrow me money which I will pay back once I start working. But it's a lot of money to just lend to someone. I know I wouldn't give it to any of my friends if they asked. I really don't know what to do, this is a really dark time for me right now. I can't get any sleep, my studies are getting fucked up over this, and worst of all, what will my parents do once they find out it's gone. I really don't want that happening.
If anyone can give me any advice that would help me further, it would be really amazing. Thank you.
And thank you for reading, the ones that did. Sorry for the bad english.
tldr: gf fucked me over, told me she had been cheating on me for over 3 months, almost gave me an std, got pregnant with my kid during that time and didn't want to take an abortion because she didn't have the money for it. Had to pay for everything with money I took from my parents that they had saved up for over 13 years.